Life is hard, yet the Sun shines through my window and as I sleep I can look out my window and I can see one bright star shine.. then if I look carefully , I can see many stars peeking at me.
Twinkling at me..

It hurts, this pain just does not leave me..
Maybe I am just lonely..
What shall I do?...................................................................................................................................................
I don't want to look into eyes.. But Im going to try..
Eyes eyes that are willing.

Im just not willing.

I feel I have nothing.. I get deperate...

just leave me alone.. I was just singing.