My Mom called my pyschiatrist and told him I wasn`t getting better.I know she cares about me but I was kind of upset that she did that.After all I am an adult.She told him that I was still cutting myself and told him that she wanted to put me in a hospital to get the help I need.He told her he could put me in a hospital for a week.Excuse my language but there is no fucking way I`m going into a hospital.They`ll have to drag me in there kicking and screaming.I won`t sign myself in to any hospital.Anyway they might make me see some psychiatric social worker twice a week.I told my Mom I didn`t want to do that either.I see my doc mostly once a month.I think that`s enough.Anyway when I see him again he`s probably going to change my meds because of the stomach pains I have been having.I`m tired of all this crap.

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Jesus made me so Jesus save me from pity,sympathy and people discussing me
                        ~Morrissey~