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Saturday April 11, 2009
02:25 AM
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Fell On Black Days

Well I failed again.I stopped taking my zoloft.I just didn`t like the way it was making me feel.I am still taking my seroquel and geodon and ativan when I feel anxious.So here I am again depressed as hell.I have a few things to look foward to this month but I can`t help feeling this way.Maybe I should have let them shock the hell out of me.I don`t know.My Mom saw the wounds on my arm and she said "you just have too stop doing that".I wish it was that easy.I just can`t seem to get over this.

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                I Fell On Black Days
                          ~Soundgarden~

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Question (Score:1)
Are you taking a prescribed dose every day or are you only taking them when you're feeling bad?
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angelunimportant -- Saturday April 11 2009, @09:36AM (#327597)
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  • Re:Question by tibby (Score:1) Monday April 13 2009, @01:02AM
    • Re:Question by angelunimportant (Score:1) Wednesday April 22 2009, @09:48AM
    r u ok? (Score:0)
    Call your doc if you have withdrawals, k?
    Anonymous -- Saturday April 11 2009, @01:24PM (#327616)
    • Re:r u ok? by tibby (Score:1) Monday April 13 2009, @01:05AM
      You tried and you failed eh? (Score:1)
      :)
      Well Tibby I have not written you in a while it seems.
      I have been working so much and since I do not have a computer of my own at this time I use my daughters or brothers when ever I have a chance.
      Or the library or an internet cafe.
      I just now got off work and I am on my daughters computer. So I have a little time here t catch up with you.
      I wonder if this will someday just go away?
      I highly doubt it Tibby.
      You see Sometime when we feel better it only is really put away in the back of our minds.. Is all.
      Do not expect to go away completely. It never goes away.. We only learn to live with it.
      We learn not to let it get the better side to us.
      Do not let yourself down. Learn to Dominate it!
      Do not let it overpower you. Is all.. you are not the only one believe me I know.
      Just try and take advantage of the good days you do have..
      Baby steps Bob Baby steps ;) lol
      I love movies like this!
      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1OjJE60RI-g
      Anyhow I sure hope you are doing your best.. It is hard doing our best.
      But one we are on a roll it is like going down hill.
      just keep trying..
      Hugs and Heart to you.Truly
                                                  Marisela

      Marisela -- Wednesday April 15 2009, @04:03PM (#327920)
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