Painting and Drawing

[nicky wire's legs]

is that you as a rock star?

 

[Light Housework]

actually i dont. actually i held off for a long time saying anything about her physial appearance. i couldve thrashed her a thousand times over, but ive been respectful. im just sick of it now. it's insulting that she thinks she can feed us these lies.

Really? You came here to post about my slouching and the scars on my lips that prompted you to call me blister lips, all just after we met in physical reality in Vancouver.

 

[nicky wire's legs]

not exactly ziggy stardust are you?

 

[nicky wire's legs]

Really? You came here to post about my slouching and the scars on my lips that prompted you to call me blister lips, all just after we met in physical reality in Vancouver

that was me being restrained

 

[Light Housework]

You complained about my heavy breathing, said I shouldn't have accepted dinner on you, blah blah blah.

 

[nicky wire's legs]

You complained about my heavy breathing, said I shouldn't have accepted dinner on you, blah blah blah.

yeah, your breathing is so off putting

 

[Light Housework]

yeah, your breathing is so off putting

Life is off putting.

 

[Light Housework]

Baz gets cupboards and moz gets a 1st coat of paint.

 

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Luis 18's glans is too red and I wonder if I will be able to correct it.

 

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Video of painting baz

 

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Videos 107 through 109 of Painting Luis's Portrait

 

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Second coats of skin tone on baz

 

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She Said I'm Sallow and Immobile

 

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Video 2 of painting baz

 

[Carlisle baz]

Video 2 of painting baz

It’s looking good

 

[Light Housework]

actually i dont. actually i held off for a long time saying anything about her physial appearance. i couldve thrashed her a thousand times over, but ive been respectful. im just sick of it now. it's insulting that she thinks she can feed us these lies.

You're just pissed off because I won't paint Richard Ramirez or Jeffrey Epstein for you, like I did Neil Codling and your polar bear Eddy. You sent me a gift package in gratitude, but now you're jonesing for me to submit to your will again, and you can't tolerate me refusing to. Maybe I'll paint you something more, but Ramirez and Epstein give me the willies, not the will to paint. Eddy and Neil, don't come off as predators to me. Ramirez and Epstein do and that doesn't inspire me to paint them. It makes me want to shrivel up and hide.

You're hating me not being your doormat is all. How dare I have a will of my own!

 

[Light Housework]

You're bitterly disappointed that your motivation to write a novel continues to elude you. So, off with their heads! Queen rifke doesn't have her big ass in her rightful throne, with Neil Codling preening at her feet. I'm an easy target. Easily persuaded. But painting Ramirez and Epstein for you, Caligula would have blushed.

You're addicted to having me be your doormat. Painting Neil and Eddy for you gave you the swelled headed idea that I'm your doormat painter. You didn't realize that it was my pleasure to paint Eddy and Neil. It wasn't submitting to your will that made me tick, but pleasing you was partly what motivated me to do it, not as a sub to your dom, but as someone who likes to please, if it feels right to me. But you don't give a shit what feels right to me. You just want to have everything your way.

Go on, call me a liar, tell me my videos suck, and that I'm old and have never been beautiful. You're vicious when your expecting to have me wrapped around your finger and I won't wrap it. I think you would make a horrible dominatrix.

 

[Light Housework]

"Why do I waste valuable time
With people who don't care if I
Live or die?"

Oh yes, you do care. You told me recently that it's too bad none of my abusers buried me alive. Oh you do care.

 

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My dog painting is very beautiful. You say it's ugly because you're allergic to beauty.

 

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It hangs above some of the teas you sent me while you were glowing with exultation. They're good teas, despite the association.