"You're in the war, you're in the fight. You want to show your strength. You want to show you're the strongest. And then you win and you have this feeling, this new experience......"
Thinking like this, one does not recoil, complain and hide from others.
I think you can't help being influenced by what you hear and watch. There may be some choice involved but it's what you were attracted to in the first place. So I was reading one of my magazines and realized, I am totally like that. Am I like this because I read stuff like this? Is it because of the activity of competition that makes you like this? Or is it just the way I am and I fell into what people like me fall into.