My family is going through a very difficult time right now. My Mothers illness is progressing and from what we have learned it`s only going to get worse. I have such a hard time writing that because I don`t want to admit it and I don`t want to accept it. It makes it real, and I don`t want to accept it.
My Mom fell again, and my dad and I had to lift her off the bathroom floor. That wasn`t the first time. She`s in a little pain right now but is able to get around with a walker. She feels depressed about what she`s going through and she has every right to be.
This year has been very hard for all of us. It`s hard to see my Mom like this. She was a very independent woman. We used to get in the car and just go shopping or just the through a drive thru to get a treat. She can`t drive anymore and she misses that the most. My sisters help a lot but they aren`t here like my dad and I are. I just want to escape my thoughts sometimes and I want things to be like they used to be. I do believe in God but sometimes I get angry that this is happening to her. She is the most loving and unselfish person you could ever know. It`s so unfair that this is happening to hear. I don`t want to admit this but sometimes because of this I question my faith. This makes me feel guilty. I still pray at night before I go to bed.
My Mom is my best friend and I don`t want to lose her. That would devastate me, and I don`t know how I could go on without her. I would die for her she means so much to me. Even if she didn`t always understand it she`s always been there for me with my own mental health issues. I just don`t want to see her hurt like she is right now. My heart is broken.
My Mom fell again, and my dad and I had to lift her off the bathroom floor. That wasn`t the first time. She`s in a little pain right now but is able to get around with a walker. She feels depressed about what she`s going through and she has every right to be.
This year has been very hard for all of us. It`s hard to see my Mom like this. She was a very independent woman. We used to get in the car and just go shopping or just the through a drive thru to get a treat. She can`t drive anymore and she misses that the most. My sisters help a lot but they aren`t here like my dad and I are. I just want to escape my thoughts sometimes and I want things to be like they used to be. I do believe in God but sometimes I get angry that this is happening to her. She is the most loving and unselfish person you could ever know. It`s so unfair that this is happening to hear. I don`t want to admit this but sometimes because of this I question my faith. This makes me feel guilty. I still pray at night before I go to bed.
My Mom is my best friend and I don`t want to lose her. That would devastate me, and I don`t know how I could go on without her. I would die for her she means so much to me. Even if she didn`t always understand it she`s always been there for me with my own mental health issues. I just don`t want to see her hurt like she is right now. My heart is broken.
