I have been thinking a lot about energy.
The personal, vibrational sort.
My groaning about moods was what unveiled it for me.
I have mentioned before how I may be feeling in a funk and I come to write, and I don't always know what I'm going to write about. I don't always know what is bothering me. But, as soon as I write, with my lil stream of consciousness approach, all the things that need to be dealt with or addressed seem to just spell themselves out for me in words.
Words are the foundation of my internal monologue.
The fabric from which even my more imagery based thoughts are cut. I'm a wordy girl. Morose and verbose.
And as I move into yet another transitional phase of my existence, hopefully, continuing growth, I find myself thinking about changes.
I know I have a powerful energy. I have a strong life-force, a presence. I had to learn this about myself through the reactions of others. Through other people telling me that whether or not they meant to be affected by my energy, whether or not I had any awareness I was having any impact on anyone, I have this infectious vibe. If I am happy, laughing, telling a funny story, I take you with me. My love runs deep, unconditional. I love sharing anything I have with whomever I'm near.
And when I am sad, broken, when I am angry, hostile, I seem to share that as well. I have tried to learn to govern these negatives. In part of the 'doing unto others' ethos,
knowing how strong my own distaste for negativity is, I do make an effort to keep my vibration in the upper realms. Negativity is a default vibe. It's low, requires virtually nothing of you to arrive there, but takes all your strength the longer you stay there. And since it is a default zone, it's easy to pass on to those around you.
I don't even care how cheesy this about to sound, stick a flower in it if it bothers you, but, one of the easiest ways to fix a funky vibe is to think of something you love. Something that makes you laugh. And wait for it, your heart will swell. Your spirit will soar. And you can uplift people in your sphere.
I have spoken before of how we can only focus on so many bits of information. Our brains, from the time we arrive, work out the relevant data, and those are the things of which we take note. We don't even consciously process this information, because we would get so distracted by all the things happening in our environment, we wouldn't be able to tend to our survival.
So, there are loads and loads of things going on around us constantly, that we don't register because our brains don't function on those pointless levels of perception.
This is part of my theory about what lsd-25 unlocks about our actual realities. Seeing things as they really are because we've altered our frequencies, (chemical transmissions, to be precise) enough to take note of all those things that would mesmerize us into dangerous distraction if we always saw things that way. Our brains have adapted to weed this data from our desktop. I think our surrounds are far more magickal than we normally view them to be.
I know I wouldn't have the degree of understanding of highly sensory and cerebral things that I do if I hadn't peeled back some of those blocked layers and made direct contact with not only things as they may actually be, but also direct contact with aspects of myself that had been blocked from my awareness.
We are beings of pure energy. We have electricity coursing through our bodies, firing synapses in our brains, carrying nerve signals at a rate that would stagger our minds if we could measure it.
And so if this is the case, then the physical properties of electricity would hold true no matter where they manifest, yeah?
Operating on that notion, let's assume we have wattage, volts, and ohms. A rate or level of our energy.
Then, take that focus on environment and turn it to our energy vibration. Put negativity in the blocked out information zone. Remove it as one of the possibilities for your emotions, extract it from the possible directions your day can take. It's not even just the whole law of like attracting like, though that's so true, this is more about choosing to see things in a different way.
Convert the matter to another state. If you can't drink an ice cube and you need water, melt it. We can't stop negative things happening. We can adjust how we view them and that adjustment means we can exercise greater control over how we deal with those obstacles and what we make of them.
And when we convert problem to opportunity, there's not really a problem at all anymore.
When we change the language of our thoughts, I believe it has a visceral effect. Words have power.
I think that's one thing each and every one of us here could definitely agree upon. And if they're so powerful, imagine how deep into ourselves negative and nasty words dig. So, when negative words are the basis of negative thoughts, the toxicity must be so corrosive when the internal monologue keeps cycling around in the mind.
I don't want to be poisonous.
Not to myself, not to others.
"It's so easy to love.." so love.
"....so easy to hate," but so hard to stop.
And the strength of being "gentle and kind" is profound.
The personal, vibrational sort.
My groaning about moods was what unveiled it for me.
I have mentioned before how I may be feeling in a funk and I come to write, and I don't always know what I'm going to write about. I don't always know what is bothering me. But, as soon as I write, with my lil stream of consciousness approach, all the things that need to be dealt with or addressed seem to just spell themselves out for me in words.
Words are the foundation of my internal monologue.
The fabric from which even my more imagery based thoughts are cut. I'm a wordy girl. Morose and verbose.
And as I move into yet another transitional phase of my existence, hopefully, continuing growth, I find myself thinking about changes.
I know I have a powerful energy. I have a strong life-force, a presence. I had to learn this about myself through the reactions of others. Through other people telling me that whether or not they meant to be affected by my energy, whether or not I had any awareness I was having any impact on anyone, I have this infectious vibe. If I am happy, laughing, telling a funny story, I take you with me. My love runs deep, unconditional. I love sharing anything I have with whomever I'm near.
And when I am sad, broken, when I am angry, hostile, I seem to share that as well. I have tried to learn to govern these negatives. In part of the 'doing unto others' ethos,
knowing how strong my own distaste for negativity is, I do make an effort to keep my vibration in the upper realms. Negativity is a default vibe. It's low, requires virtually nothing of you to arrive there, but takes all your strength the longer you stay there. And since it is a default zone, it's easy to pass on to those around you.
I don't even care how cheesy this about to sound, stick a flower in it if it bothers you, but, one of the easiest ways to fix a funky vibe is to think of something you love. Something that makes you laugh. And wait for it, your heart will swell. Your spirit will soar. And you can uplift people in your sphere.
I have spoken before of how we can only focus on so many bits of information. Our brains, from the time we arrive, work out the relevant data, and those are the things of which we take note. We don't even consciously process this information, because we would get so distracted by all the things happening in our environment, we wouldn't be able to tend to our survival.
So, there are loads and loads of things going on around us constantly, that we don't register because our brains don't function on those pointless levels of perception.
This is part of my theory about what lsd-25 unlocks about our actual realities. Seeing things as they really are because we've altered our frequencies, (chemical transmissions, to be precise) enough to take note of all those things that would mesmerize us into dangerous distraction if we always saw things that way. Our brains have adapted to weed this data from our desktop. I think our surrounds are far more magickal than we normally view them to be.
I know I wouldn't have the degree of understanding of highly sensory and cerebral things that I do if I hadn't peeled back some of those blocked layers and made direct contact with not only things as they may actually be, but also direct contact with aspects of myself that had been blocked from my awareness.
We are beings of pure energy. We have electricity coursing through our bodies, firing synapses in our brains, carrying nerve signals at a rate that would stagger our minds if we could measure it.
And so if this is the case, then the physical properties of electricity would hold true no matter where they manifest, yeah?
Operating on that notion, let's assume we have wattage, volts, and ohms. A rate or level of our energy.
Then, take that focus on environment and turn it to our energy vibration. Put negativity in the blocked out information zone. Remove it as one of the possibilities for your emotions, extract it from the possible directions your day can take. It's not even just the whole law of like attracting like, though that's so true, this is more about choosing to see things in a different way.
Convert the matter to another state. If you can't drink an ice cube and you need water, melt it. We can't stop negative things happening. We can adjust how we view them and that adjustment means we can exercise greater control over how we deal with those obstacles and what we make of them.
And when we convert problem to opportunity, there's not really a problem at all anymore.
When we change the language of our thoughts, I believe it has a visceral effect. Words have power.
I think that's one thing each and every one of us here could definitely agree upon. And if they're so powerful, imagine how deep into ourselves negative and nasty words dig. So, when negative words are the basis of negative thoughts, the toxicity must be so corrosive when the internal monologue keeps cycling around in the mind.
I don't want to be poisonous.
Not to myself, not to others.
"It's so easy to love.." so love.
"....so easy to hate," but so hard to stop.
And the strength of being "gentle and kind" is profound.
