I am so tired.I am exhausted but I still can`t get to sleep.I should not have let my cymbalta run out.I really am not feeling well these days.I feel like all the energy has been sapped from my body.I went to the doctor the other day and he told me my iron was still low even though I`ve been taking iron supplements.
I still have been trying to keep busy.This week it has been difficult.I feel so tired that I just don`t want to get out of bed.I sometimes just want to stay there forever.
I still haven`t been cutting or burning myself.I`ve been trying really hard to keep that under control.What I have noticed is that when I get angry or frustrated I will hit myself as hard as I can.I know it`s not the right way to let out my frustration but it helps sometimes.I feel like I deserve to hurt because I am so useless.
I just wonder when will this end.I can`t stand living in this body anymore.I feel like my brain has betrayed me.
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There Must Be Something Horribly Wrong With Me
~Morrissey~
I still have been trying to keep busy.This week it has been difficult.I feel so tired that I just don`t want to get out of bed.I sometimes just want to stay there forever.
I still haven`t been cutting or burning myself.I`ve been trying really hard to keep that under control.What I have noticed is that when I get angry or frustrated I will hit myself as hard as I can.I know it`s not the right way to let out my frustration but it helps sometimes.I feel like I deserve to hurt because I am so useless.
I just wonder when will this end.I can`t stand living in this body anymore.I feel like my brain has betrayed me.
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There Must Be Something Horribly Wrong With Me
~Morrissey~
