Sort of like your constant need to tell people how lofty and sophisticated you are? The "rules" of novel writing don't apply here, this is real life. Though, as I've said, I'm touched that you're so impressed with my reality that you assume it must be fiction.
no, it's not real life, its the internet and anyone can lie on the internet, not just you. it does not take much talent to lie on the internet and develop a posting style that is nothing more than an enumeration of all ones merits. that's why most people who are interested in seeming real on the internet and developing connections with people (such as the one me an' bun bun have) try to display some personality here or offer a well rounded portrait of themselves, complete with humour and self-awareness. like, believe it or not, when i say im lofty and sophisticated that's a bit of a joke. i mean, it's sort of true but there's also a bit of self deprecation in there because i KNOW how it sounds. as i said, you're insensitive to nuance so you wouldnt understand that. but i would never say such a thing as 'im lofty and sophisticated' to someone i like who im trying to have a sincere conversation with.
I’ll give your relationship with bun bun 6 weeks tops before it all implodes due to your narrow mindedness, poor attitude and lack of insight to your own behaviours...
ive been friends with bun bun for years. we had some spats in the beginning but even then i always liked him and knew he was a good person. that's what its like being friends with someone you respect and admire, it's not like being friends with someone you dont respect and admire where the relationship is like a house of cards that the slightest little tiff can cause to collapse in upon itself.
you met neil codling, bun bun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and you were close enough to see the chia seeds in his teeth!!!!! that's enough fabulousness for any man!!!
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teeheeQueen Rifke and I have been friends for years. She has been nothing but a wonderful friend. Always there and encouraging when I'm down about my illness, always insightful, funny and courteous. I love rifke's take on things and trust her judgment completely (except when it comes to Michael Jackson
What you refer to as the nuance in your "self-deprecation" is actually just plausible deniability. You strongly believe these things about yourself, but you hide behind a paper thin veneer of irony so as not to appear too earnest in your vanity. Anyone who reads your posts can see your vivid delusions of grandeur and the self-disgust you work out on everyone else when the reality of your misery becomes too much to daydream away.
They've been "friends" a long time but when she went to visit him he disappeared for a couple of months.
Read how angry she was when LH sold a painting for $80 and how she protested about how she actually had to WORK in a supermarket for her money(!!!) I don't feel like looking for the link but it's almost worth it.
Tell this story.
It's kind of long but she planned on her trip for almost two years, wound up "going to London" in the dead of winter and hating it Highlight: Harry Potter Tour. Not even making this up. Anyway, she was there for maybe a couple of months and Dum Dum never posted the whole time.
