Double Edged

Are you still cutting yourself?

Me~Ummm

You have to stop that.

Me~Ok,ok,ok,ok

Earlier......

Why do you cut yourself?

Me~ It makes me feel better when I feel really bad

How can that be?

Me~It`s a release for me

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Sometimes I just want to push down the blade into my wrist so it goes really,really deep.I think maybe the deeper I cut the better I will feel afterward.Maybe the relief will last a bit longer.It does not work.It just leaves another ugly scar to remind me of what a f**k up I am.

PS

Thanks RB.