Hiding From the Sun Waiting For the Night to Come

My soul and spirit are even exhausted.It`s very hard to sleep with the med changes.I want a safe , soft place to rest.I want it to be peaceful and quiet.I hate the loudness inside my head.The racing thoughts that torment me to no end.I`m tired of trying.My body aches and is exhausted.I find it very difficult to read.Which is something I`ve always enjoyed so much.I know what I have to do to make it quiet inside but I don`t want to let them down anymore.I don`t want new scars.I want to be free. I am really frightened and don`t know what to do anymore.

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Tender is the ghost
The Ghost I love the most
Hiding From the sun
Waiting for the night to come
Tender Is my heart
I`m screwing up life
Lord I need to find
Someone who can heal my mind

Tender~Blur