In this one, big is the heat of hatred!
If I recall rightly, Uncleskinny and another poster called Mr Reynolds used to upload song leaks on YouTube and for download, some of which are still online. As Mr Reynolds was a music studio hand, so perhaps was Uncleskinny, or record company executive, on whose proposals Morrissey may once have passed, thereby causing unforgiveable enmity? Just surmising.
Who did you originally think Morrissey was; what did you expect of him, for such disappointment to fester? Is it possible these expectations are unrealistic? He's always been an alternative indie musician, meaning not mainstream, not readily chart-topping, award-winning or globe-renowned. Are you grieving all this time for wanting him to be something he's not and never was or will be? Or is it something else?
Your painful cries are uncomfortable for others they're thrust upon, so it would help everyone if you could resolve that chronic bitterness.